Tonight there was a fleeting second where I was awake and aware to the fact that I was getting what I wanted, at the same time it was happening. I’ve been fortunate that this has happened to me before - but it was a few moments while peeing that I became aware that I had a wonderful evening with a beautiful woman, I felt good-entirely focused on here and now, we saw a great show with amazing music… in a lot of ways it was an idyllic date night with great sex, drugs, and rock and roll. I guess this feeling causes me to laugh because I was laughing when she said “what are you doing in there?”, and as I flicked the light off I knew my thoughts would be lost to the smell of her in my bed…